She went through so much trouble because of me constantly worried that I’m not gonna make it or that something will happen to me because I almost died when I was born. I always thought I wasn’t good enough because of my grades, of the way I acted at home. She always worried about me because I was never like other kids I had to grow up and protect myself way too fast.
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“Dear mother I love you I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough” I wanted to say sorry to my mom for so long but never knew how to because when she found out she blamed herself. So the individual parts of the song all make sense from my point of view it’s like they wrote a song about what’s in my head and what I never told my parents or got to say to them. I dealt with everything alone for 4 years until I got out of there and my parents still don’t know the whole abuse I’ve been through. I was abused as a child and I never told my parents or sibling about it I felt like I was too much of a burden to them already so I didn’t say anything. I can only hope and pray for whomever this man is if indeed it does have basis from an acutal event.Įxcuse the mess but I’ll try to explain it out of my point of view.įor me this song is about leaving people (family) behind or in the unknown thinking you can get better by yourself without being a burden. This altpgether makes for a very powerful, emotionally charged piece. Because this part is left intentionally open to individual interpretation is one of the biggest reasons i think this song to be a suicide note because it makes thr lyrics very personal between the narrator and his family he sings of, as they would obviously know what he is referring to. The "cause i remember everything" part can only let the listener imagine what things in the past the family put him through to create this distraught i individual. The line " if i could hold back the rain ( referring to the gloom and sorrow of his death), would you numb the pain" ( asking them to be a part of his life and ease his suffering). It's about as close to all killer/no filler as one could hope for, and while 5FDP may not be everybody's mug of ale, it's easy to appreciate their commitment to crafting a product that's both bitter and tasty.To me, this sounds as if it is a suicide note of a man who has been disowned by his family for their poor perception of the outcome of his life ( for whatever reason, it is never clearly specified) and this is him desperately asking for one last chance of them to accept him back in, or he feels suicide is the only way to ease the pain of his lonliness.
"Trouble," with its Gatling gun riffage and fist-pumping chorus, may be textbook 5FDP, but it's executed with extreme prejudice, and the brooding power ballad "Gone Away" proves that sometimes heartache can be reckoned with through sheer sonic might. Stocked with all of the fan faves, including "Jekyll and Hyde," "Battle Born," "Wash It All Away," "I Apologize," the Rob Halford-assisted "Lift Me Up," and the powerful military PTSD anthem "Wrong Side of Heaven," the addition of two new cuts would seem superfluous if they weren't so solid. There are no deep cuts here, just the meat, which, to be fair, is what makes a greatest-hits package work - too many artists have to buffer their two or three hits with significant amounts of bubble wrap. It's in that grey area where the band excels, pairing punishing riffs with choruses that demand soccer stadium dimensions. Since 2007, Five Finger Death Punch have been deftly threading the needle between Billboard-baiting modern rock and pugilist groove metal, and A Decade of Destruction does an admirable job at catering to both predilections. The Las Vegas-based rockers' first-ever career overview, A Decade of Destruction delivers 14 of the band's most notable blows to the noggin, along with two new studio cuts to whet fans' appetites ahead of the release of their seventh full-length outing.
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